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Today Im struggling with feelings of jealousy and failings. My friend who had weight loss surgery looks so good and Im creeping back up. I wore a pair of leggings to work today (we're very casual) and I feel like a total fat ass now.
This will pass. I know what I need to be doing, and Im working on it. Theres no point in being jealous of my friend - thats her path - not mine. Im not a person who tears someone down because Im jealous of their accomplishments, but I find myself struggling with it and then I feel guilty about it all.
Onward.
I didnt go to the gym last night. We had bad storms and tornado warnings. Im planning on going tonight, and Im going to do yoga over lunch.
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117.0 kg
Lost so far: 4.3 kg.
Still to go: 34.5 kg.
Diet followed: Poorly.
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545 kcal
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Fat: 34.00g | Prot: 29.00g | Carbs: 41.00g.
Breakfast: Aunt Millie's Butter Top Wheat Bread, Justin's Nut Butter Natural Almond Butter - Classic, BioOptimal Collagen Powder. Snacks/Other: Bigs Zesty Ranch Sunflower Seeds. more...
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Gaining 1.6 kg a Week
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